If I were you I'd go with the job. Fully agree with greyhair, it's easier to get a job when you already have a job. A future employer will consider you a far better risk if someone else is already employing you.
Yes, I think I need to go, If only for a few months, I know full well I won't get another job very easily.
I regularly interview people at work and look for skill/ability to to the job and communication skills. Ability to do the job involved is obvious, but communication skills are a very important element. You need someone who can add to the team, not upset others, help others, set an example, be positive, inspire others, be genuine etc etc.
Well that's me out then, My communication skills are terrible.
Not sure why, I just don't like bothering people and feel very awkward.
Hell I don't even like ordering food at the chip shop or the like
As lofty69 said, you put yourself down. You're the opposite to being an arrogant pain in the neck. You find it difficult to talk about your skills and acknowledge your talent and ability. You're very, very modest. This may stem from your lack of confidence in talking about yourself or in communicating generally.
All of that is very true and sounds like it came from the horses mouth it's self.
Yes, I have always struggled with confidence, Although I seem to be getting worse the older I get
There have been some adverts on the TV recently which may be of use to you.
LifeSkills... Clear communication - YouTube
They're linked to this website
https://www.barclayslifeskills.com/
Cheers, Have signed up to that site and will have a proper look later
Confidence is a weird thing because you lack it in communicating yet you are overloaded with it when it comes to engines/gearboxes, painting, engineering, etc. You take on jobs that frighten the life out of most of us on here, even though we are half decent mechanics. You present them on here and make it look easy. That's why everyone on here admires what you do, can't wait to see what you are going to do next and why you have a massive following. After you finished the last rebuild I bet, like me, everyone was gutted it was over. When you announced you were putting the Cummins engine in it :amen: there is a god after all. We have another Aaron master class to follow.
That's a massive achievement for anyone, but for someone your age.
It's awesome.
Cheers dude To be fair I'm not full of confidence when I start some jobs.
But I love learning new things and generally the only way for me is to just give it a bash.
If I fail then fair enough I know not to do it again.
If I succeed it's something I can put to use in the future and help others with if needed.
Sorry, I've waffled on a bit. I think you should keep the job going, while looking for an opportunity to get your foot in the door of something you love. Or start something yourself, while still working, then develop your own business. Just my thoughts, mate.
No worries about the waffling, I do the same.
Hopefully something else comes up before I give up, Something has to give as It'll break me eventually.
Something of my own to concentrate on would help maters though I think
Anyway I need my bed, Gotta be up at 5:30