OK, I do hear what
@neilly and others have commented on regarding my health (or lack of it).
I try not to dwell on it or let it get in the way of my life, even though I know it does. I'm not one of those you'd find sitting in the doctor's waiting room every week, I've got better things to do.
Yes, I realise now that I made some mistakes and took some maybe unnecessary risks and placed others at risk too, but given the sparse information I had, my own desire to just get on with life and the fact that nobody told me or anybody else that the CR-V was at the bottom of a 45 degree drop.
Had I been provided with all the relevant information, my decisions would have been different.