storm99
Spreading Joy & Harmony
If any mature growns ups want to chime in, then go for it.
Judging by your inability to take control and just leave this forum i'd say you are dominated at home as well as at work. You probably have a manual job and envy your partners ability to make friends easier than you. The only place you feel comfortable is in your own company when you can have violent fantasies. I would not leave you alone with pets or children.